A LOVE LETTER TO MY CHILDREN

My children (I love saying that) are incredibly precious and wonderful and loving. It humbles me, how much I don't deserve them. What a gift from God, the honor of being a parent. To be loved unconditionally and devotedly. They think I'm the coolest, with no effort on my part. Every morning, the first thing they do is run to find me and crawl in my lap to cuddle. It's only when my focus is off that things get hard. When i put other things ahead of them. Bella, my oldest, who right now is hanging on my arm head- butting me is my little helper. She's my sidekick number one. Hannah, my second, is crazy. She has no fear, and fills her place as sidekick number two. Nathan and I are never bored with them around. They are endlessly hilarious and cute. I was amazed at each of their births on how i was never able to take my eyes off them. Everything they did was fascinating. My girls. Today was Halloween, and Hannah was the cutest little bumblebee poohbear ever, and Bella was a beautiful delicate patient Princess.
I am striving and praying to be worthy of my children.