Why am I crazy?
I think my craziness is 60% hormones, 20% sin, 10 percent lack of sleep and coffee, 7 percent manufactured stress, and 3 percent real stress.  I don't want to blame it ALL on hormones, even though it's tempting.  Seriously though, i feel nuts.  I swing back and forth between mood extremes all day long.  I get soooooo depressed, then incredibly elated.  It probably doesn't help that I haven't been getting to sleep til between 3 and 5 in the morning, because my kids are sick. And I'm so sick of the rain and cold.   I should have factored lack of sun into that equation. 
I've been reading Laura Ingalls book "The Long Winter"  Now, there's a real hard time.  They had to twist hay into sticks every day all day long just to keep from freezing-they weren't even warm.  And they took turns grinding wheat by hand in a coffee mill, just to have enough bread for each meal.  And thats all they had.  I'm upset because I have to eat every 2 hours-and I have the food to eat.  
Discontent is poisonous.  And it's like yeast.  It spreads and grows and feeds off anything sweet.  I pray for contentment.
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
Posted by mommasara at 6:43 PM
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